Tegan and Sara
So Jealous (Vapor)
by Marc Hirsh
originally published in Nashville
Scene, July
21-27, 2005
The basic bio
for Tegan and Sara is straightforward enough:
the Quin sisters started performing together as teenagers in
Tegan and
Sara are identical twins, and there’s a dilemma
that faces identical twins who make pop music—namely, how best to deal
with the
tension between being individuals and honoring the connection
between them. Some acts have sidestepped this quandary
either by sticking to the background, like The Shangri-Las’ Marge and
Mary Ann
Ganser or Spandau Ballet’s Martin and Gary Kemp, or by ignoring the
problem
altogether, like Good Charlotte’s Joel and Benji Madden. Others, like
the
Breeders’ Kim and Kelley Deal, distribute their responsibilities
unevenly,
while still others, like Matthew and Gunnar Nelson, Evan and Jaron
Lowenstein
or the Proclaimers’ Craig and Charlie Reid, split their duties so
fairly they
become indistinguishable. All of these approaches have worked to
varying
extents, but none of them really balances both sides of the equation.
Tegan and
Sara seem to have solved that problem, as So
Jealous finds a way for both of them to carve out their own
identities
while still acknowledging their bond. The latter issue isn’t as
irrelevant to their
music as it might first seem, even if few of the abovementioned acts
took
advantage of the fact that their physical similarities extended to
their vocal
cords. The Quins’ voices—each sings in an astringent, throaty
yelp—resist easy,
comfortable harmony, resulting in an urgency fueled by both the
character and
the friction of the sound. Except that even that’s not what it seems,
since
what sounds like the sisters singing together is just a multi-tracked
illusion.
Tegan sings on Tegan’s songs and Sara sings on Sara’s songs, and vocal
cross-pollination—like that captured in the making-of documentary on
the CD-Rom
portion of So Jealous, where Tegan insists that Sara provide
the backing
vocals in the chorus of “Take Me Anywhere”—is rare. Both might
contribute
instrumentally to every track, but when it comes to their voices, it’s
generally every Quin for herself, leaving them free to explore on their
own and
find out who they are as individuals instead of as identical parts of a
undifferentiated whole.
Of the two,
Tegan is more of a pop classicist, unabashedly
aiming for hooks; “My songs,” she argues on the CD-Rom track, “are
about
dynamics.” Take, for example, the album-opening “You Wouldn’t Like Me.”
It
begins with an acoustic guitar played as much for its percussive effect
as for
its harmonic contribution, as two Tegans sing, “There’s a war inside of
me / Do
I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song? / Do I push it down
or let
it run me right in to the ground?” As a keyboard jumps in and tugs the
song
into the chorus, she adds a line that armchair psychologists would have
a field
day with: “I feel like I wouldn’t like me if I met me.”
Bit by bit, the track becomes more and more fleshed out—an electric guitar comes in, more vocals join, a drumbeat finally emerges—until the song reaches a coda that practically drowns in its own euphoria, even as the singer admits, “Sunshine is days away / I won’t be saved.” Elsewhere, “Take Me Anywhere” coils with tension as it builds to the chorus, and both “Speak Slow” and “I Won’t Be Left” harness the New Wave cast that suffuses the entire album without fetishizing it like many the current revivalists. Lyrically, Tegan is consistently self-deprecating and fatalistic, with a remarkable clarity; for all the pop pleasure generated by the abovementioned songs, she can’t help but acknowledge her own flaws and worries in lines like “You say you don’t see any part of me to love in all this mess” (“Take Me Anywhere”) and “Would you like the company or are you sick of me?” (“Speak Slow”), while “I Won’t Be Left” begins with the words “I won't mistake you for problems with me.”
By contrast,
Sara’s songs are more abstract and modular,
refusing to rely on easy hooks or traditional song structures to make
their
points. On “I Bet It Stung,” she powers the song with a churning
electric
guitar figure as the time signature switches unnervingly from 4/4 to
5/4 and
back again. “We Didn’t Do It” is a series of simple, repeated lyrics
sung over
an insistent guitar stutter and a drum part that seems to reset itself
every
few beats, until the song shifts to a bridge fitted with an
overpowering
post-punk synthesizer and vocal harmonies that fall just this side of
discord.
Sara’s
centerpiece, though, is the title track, with a
verse underscored by a throbbing keyboard connected via a brief
acoustic pulse
to a chorus featuring a hyper-strummed guitar and a synth that
overpowers her.
“I get so jealous that I can’t even work,” she protests through the
maelstrom,
but the object of her envy, and the reason for it, remains ambiguous
through
the imagery that she evokes.
Ultimately,
then, the image of a perfectly shared musical journey that the twins
project is
a bit of a hedge, although things even out a bit more onstage, where
the
sisters can’t use technology to clone themselves and have to make due
with the
job that nature did for them. But there’s a common perspective
throughout So
Jealous, with every song directed at a clearly drawn “you,” making
each one
an address, rather than a recounting. The Quins’ material is something
that is
happening now, in the present, not something that has already occurred
and is simply
being mulled over. It’s a point of view that binds Tegan and Sara, and
in
combining their complementary approaches to their shared approach, the
two
women manage to be exactly the same and completely different.